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keii_san
03 February 2009 @ 05:06 pm
copypasta from http://journal.neilgaiman.com/2008/05/what-you-cant-help-doing.html. Neil Gaiman (Sandman) wrote this.

To quote one of your other fans, “I have a question for you about writing”. I find that my own writing will echo the style of which ever author I am currently reading. Any idea how I might get around constantly mimicking others?

You write more.

I don't think there's anything wrong with copying other people's styles -- it's a skill you'll need, after all. Many actors begin as mimics. You don't worry about it, and keep writing, and after a while you'll have written enough that you can't help sounding like yourself, whether you want to or not.

Style is what you get wrong, that makes what you do sound like you. Style is what you can't help doing. Style is what you're left with.

(I just googled "style is what you can't help doing" because it sounded half-familiar, and I wondered who said it originally, and discovered that it may actually have been me, as I found myself looking at an extract from a speech I gave to an audience of comics artists and writers in 1997 at ProCon in Oakland:

 
We are creators. When we begin, separately or together, there’s a blank piece of paper. When we are done, we are giving people dreams and magic and journeys into minds and lives that they have never lived. And we must not forget that.
 
I don’t want to sound like an inspirational speaker here. "Be you." "Be the best you that you can be." But this is really important. It’s something that we mostly lose track of when we starts, because when we start in comics we’re kids, and we have no idea who we are or what our voices are, as artists or as writers.
 
Young artists want to be Rob Leifeld, or Bernie Wrightson, or Frank Miller, just as young writers want to be Alan Moore, or Chris Claremont or, well, Frank Miller. You’ve seen their portfolios. You’ve read the scripts.
 
We all swipe when we start. We trace, we copy, we emulate. But the most important thing is to get to the place where you’re telling your own stories, painting your own pictures, doing the stuff that one-one else could have done, but you. Dave McKean, when he was much younger, as a recent art-school graduate, took his portfolio to New York, and showed it to the head of an advertising agency. The guy looked at one of Dave’s paintings—"That’s a really good Bob Peake," he said. "But why would you I want to hire you? If I have something I want done like that, I phone Bob Peake."
 
You may be able to draw kind of like Rob Leifeld, but the day may come, may have already come, when no-one wants a bargain basement Rob Leifeld clone any more. Learn to draw like you. And as a writer, or as a storyteller, try to tell the stories that only you can tell. Try to tell the stories that you cannot help but tell, the stories you would be telling yourself if you had no audience to listen. The ones that reveal a little too much about you to the world. It’s the point I think of writing as walking naked down the street: it has nothing to do with style, or with genre, it has to do with honesty. Honesty to yourself and to whatever you’re doing.
 
Don’t worry about trying to develop a style. Style is what you can’t help doing. If you write enough, you draw enough, you’ll have a style, whether you want it or not. Don’t worry about whether you’re "commercial". Tell your own stories, draw your own pictures. Let other people follow you.
 
If you believe in it, do it. If there’s a comic or a project you’ve always wanted to do, go out there and give it a try. If you fail, you’ll have given it a shot. If you succeed, then you succeeded with what you wanted to do.

 
 
Current Location: JKS
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Landslide - Smashing Pumpkins
 
 
keii_san
31 January 2009 @ 12:35 am
MEME TIME from </a>[info]futomimi

01. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me!"
02. I'll respond by asking you five questions of my choosing.
03. Post the questions and their answers in your journal.
04. Include this explanation and an offer to interview someone.
05. When others comment asking to be interviewed, ask them five questions.

1. When did you start drawing seriously?
hmm.... to be honest, i seriously consider it when i was Form 3, i guess. At first, its more like a hobby, then habit, then...  it goes downhill from there.

2. What do you like about our home country? :D
The weather, food and 24 hours mamaks. You can never get those anywhere else.

3. Can you cook? If so, what do you like cooking?
I used to cook before i came here. So that means yes? (i can make an awesome chinese fried rice and spaghetti meatballs, i have the materials.)

4. Do you enjoy sports?
Yep. One of the things i enjoyed most, before i tore my left knee ligament, 10 years ago. I played football/futsal, pool, bowling, badminton, swimming, rollerblading/rollerhockey, and recently, snowboarding. 

5. If there was one thing you could have right now, it would be?
Right now? uhm. Most probably a chance for me to break into comic industry. Thats definitely the hardest thing to get if you're a comic artist, it seems.

Thats all for now. Things are getting bit complicated on my side at the moment, hopefully it will clears up as time goes on. Life never fails to surprise, and to depress me at the same time.

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Current Location: dover
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Apa nak dikata - XPDC
 
 
keii_san
09 January 2009 @ 11:04 am
I got this in the mail from my teacher.

"Thought you all might like to know there will be an opening for an exhibit of artist James Jean on Saturday January 10th."

Details
James Jean
Kindling: New Works on Paper and Canvas
Jan 10 thru Feb 7 2009
Opening reception Saturday January 10th 6pm - 9pm
JONATHAN LeVINE GALLERY
259 West 20th Street, 9E
New York, NY 10011
212 243-3822

the gallery is open Tuesday through Saturday, 11am to 6pm
for more info: info@jonathanlevinegallery.com
 
I think the school gonna make a field trip to that place. its gonna be awesome.
 
 
keii_san
15 September 2008 @ 04:04 pm
hay there.

Life can be abit absurd at times. Like just now.

this what happened. Dont mind the shaky camera. I ran out of cigarettes.



i bought a Jo-chen poster from a friend at school. Normal ones that Udon Comics put out.

But look! Apparently its limited. number 263 out of 500 copies. Nice. not to mention that she signed it with silver ink. Thats awesome.




Oh, and another thing.




Life is absurd, im sure.
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Current Location: Dover
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Aerith Theme
 
 
keii_san
08 September 2008 @ 11:38 pm
Friggin hell.

To be honest, even i cant believe my luck (or hard work). Barely a day since the semester starts, i got 3 pencilling job offers. I mean, sure. i'm excited but seriously, let me finish my school first before i can work on something else. Why the hell i couldnt get jobs during summer break? Why now, of all times. 

Im not complaining, just that the timing wasnt right. wasnt right at all.

I guess i'll see how things goes from here. If the stories of horror is true, then i'll have to make some sacrifices i guess. *sigh* 
 
 
Current Location: home.
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
keii_san
29 April 2008 @ 10:41 pm
I've been very busy recently, juggling these pages and assignments at one time, not to mention other scripts that coming in during summer break. oh dear. nonetheless, here it is. Things like this definately look better on paper. the scanning doesnt do justice, really.

oh, did i mention that i got sample scripts from Marvel? looks like i wont have sleep anytime soon.
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Current Mood: tired
 
 
keii_san
16 April 2008 @ 06:05 pm
moo.  

My Personality
Neuroticism
35
Extraversion
46
Openness to Experience
29
Agreeableness
15
Conscientiousness
73
You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge, however you are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You tend to feel overwhelmed by, and therefore actively avoid, large crowds. You often need privacy and time for yourself. You prefer facts over fantasy and are more interested in what is happening in the real word. You do not enjoy confrontation, but you will stand up for yourself or push your point if you feel it is important, however you feel superior to those around you and sometimes tend to be seen as arrogant by other people. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.
 
 
keii_san
28 March 2008 @ 01:10 pm
Holy shit. Keii-san post a meme. Thats something :o

List 10 fictional characters you wouldn't kick out of bed (in no particular order) and tag five people to do the same..

yea right? Lets move on.

1. Belldandy. (ah my goddess). - That goes without saying, really. its more spiritual then erotic, if you ask me. haha
2. Saber (FateStay/Night) - 'I'm your sword, you're my sheath'. Hmm. i suppose its the other way around....
3. Soryuu Asuka Langley. (NGE)  - Fiery.
4. Ayakashi Moka (Rosario Vampire) - AH~ Moka-chan~ you can bite me anytime~
5. Kagami Hiiragi (Lucky Star)  - Kagamiiinnn~~
6. Mint Adnade (Tales of Phantasia) - Ah~ *melts*
7. Deedlit (Record of Lodoss Wars) - mmm.
8. Aeka (Tenchi Muyo) - Jurai princess is rumored to be rough. I dont mind that XDD;;
9. Tear Grants (Tales of the Abyss) - Theres more than meets the eye >D
10. Iori Yoshizuki (I"S) - So normal, yet so perfect. I wonder.

Wow. Its so hard to come up with the list. I had to dig up all the references and some i totally forgotten. haha


 
 
Current Location: dover, Nj
Current Mood: amused
 
 
keii_san
09 December 2007 @ 12:24 am
'Believe in yourself, and things will be wee bit easier for you"
 - Josh Elder, winner of TokyoPop's Rising Stars Manga competition 2007,

Alhamdulillah, everything went well, even though there's some minor glitches that cant be avoided. Let me go over how its been before i forget everything. ^^;

The alarm goes off at 7 am, before i knew it, i went back to bed and woke up at 7.30.(oh well, things happen, right?) get prepared, then i walked to the train station even though last night was snowing, so coldness is expected. Got there pretty late, since i misjudged the distance between my house and the train station, so had to take the 8.30 train instead.

Let me cut to the chase here. i know you people not gonna like reading all these little details here, kay?

The place isnt that huge, compared to what i've seen in NYCC last march, and not to mention they took the smaller hall. Since this is their first year doing it, so i give them some kind of leeway of determining whether its good or not. They have screening rooms(live actions, AMV and MTV, sneak peeks, and such), game rooms, rooms for autographs (Kobun Shizuno, the co-director of Eva 1.0 is there, i heard that Takehiko Inoue is there as well on friday, which i didnt go), Dealers and Artists Booth, as usual.

Went around showing my Portfolio around as i intend to be, much to my suprise that i got pretty good reviews. especially from DarkHorse. I got lucky since the person i approached is an editor, so i'll follow up for on that in couple of days time. Met more artists and editors which they asked me show them more stuff that i did, but hey, thats not a problem at all. (XD) Massive praises and comments like "what are you doing here? Get it published!" or something across the line. ^^;;

sorry man, i still consider that i have LONG way to go. seriously.

Got chewed off from Udon Comics, which i dont really care as much (flip,flip,flip, good work, thanks. That kind of thing), aspiring critics and nudging me tp enter Rising Stars Competition (more like forcing it down me throat) from Tokyopop and before that...

/me takes a deep breath

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~ i met JO-CHEN~ KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~

jo-chen looks VERY surprised when i mentioned about her artbooks, which did went back to fetch her books and showed the audience. Fun, right? haha. I dont fanboys over things very much, but this is an exception. She's very nice person to talk to and pleasing to the eye. ahhh....life.


All of that, fanboys and fangirls still irks me the most. Thats why it reminds me ALOT of ComicFiesta. Kids in their costumes running around shouting and screaming, yaoi actions and all of other nonsense. Somehow i prefer 'normal' Cons like NYCC in march. oh well. i cant have everything, can i? BUT, who am i to complain? Somethings are good liek:

SimonxKamina

2 Kaminas and Simon
 
Phoenix Wright cosplayers

someone drew Voltron on the floor. Its coo'

Too much to think right now, contemplating over options given and new avenues that i can go, since new doors opened up to me. Lets see how things move on from here. I'm glad that i have this chance to make things as i wanted them to be, and work towards it. There's nothing more satisfying than that.
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Current Location: home
Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Foo Fighters - Everlong
 
 
keii_san
25 November 2007 @ 10:50 pm
oh yeah. another update, just to say that i'm still around.

or something like that. ha~

Things doing allright over here, although there's some bumps and jumps that i have to go through. Its not fun when things are out of your power to do anything about it, except to put faith and belief in it. Getting older earlier this month, before i know it. I'll try not to put too much emphasis on it. :|

New York Anime Con is coming up just before the Xmas break, which most likely that i'll be going. Showing stuff around is a good way to get jobs, IMO. but oh well, thats gonna be a while anyway. Thanksgiving break is almost done, since tommorow i'm gonna start class again. It snows couple of days back, but still no snow even though the temp is around -4 degrees even during daytime. I swear it wasnt like this last year. Locals said that this is gonna be the harshest winter in 10 years. Who knows, i might have blizzard anytime soon. whee.

Talking about that, and snapping pictures, i left my digicam when i travelled here, so dont expect any kind of pictures anytime soon, unless i can borrow someone else's to camwhore. haha. Not to mention i left my drawing tablet too. stupid me.





Well, thats all from me now. Its not that much, but yeah, i'm doing ok here. Trying my best to be better in what i do, and want to do. Things like that goes a long way, i suppose.
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Current Location: Dover, Nj
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: Snow Angel - KOTOKO
 
 
keii_san
26 September 2007 @ 10:29 pm



haha. >D

Verizon 20mbps Fiber Optics for yah.
 
 
keii_san
10 April 2007 @ 07:38 pm
this happened few minutes earlier, as i was doing my work. Sirens wailing and i thought another ambulance passed by. God, i'm wrong.
12 (yes, twelve) cop cars were chasing this dude on a motorbike from the highway to this dreary town. As i got out, (hey, i'm a malaysian, you know. Always wanted to see things) voila! A fiesta.


 


All the way here just for one dude speeding. I wish malaysian cops are like this XD
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Current Location: dover
Current Mood: amused
 
 
keii_san
11 March 2007 @ 09:00 pm
The movie 300 is made of AWESOME and WIN. trust me.
 
 
keii_san
Report-o! )


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Current Location: home
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: silence
 
 
keii_san
14 February 2007 @ 03:31 pm


Yeah, it snows. Snows like nobody's business and its getting worse by the minute. It looks kinda like its letting up, but i can assure you that its not. I'm sure if its stays like this later, i'm not gonna go to class, regardless what it is. Because IT SUCKS.
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Current Location: House
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: sounds of snow flakes
 
 
keii_san
15 January 2007 @ 11:39 pm
Its certainly been a while. haih

school starts again after the xmas break, still no snow (even though there's snow in california, freaky freaky weather these days) trying not to think of home too much, trying to keep myself busy, trying to save cash as much as i can.

Anyway. Artworks Time!
Artworks )

Well, thats all for now. i'll write something again later.
 
 
Current Location: house
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: silence.
 
 
keii_san
12 December 2006 @ 03:33 pm
Heh.
There's no word that can define how envious i am, watching people getting ready for the CF this year, while im here still immersed in my own work, just enough to smile and move on.

I guess things are different now, the path im taking gonna be leading me to things that utterly different, things that i never experienced before, things that gonna give me more knowledge and recognition that i lack. Hopefully.

Xmas coming along pretty soon, gonna make a trip down to california to visit aunts who're staying there. Besides, its gonna be 2 weeks break, might as well go around since i'm not gonna stay in the house alone >_>;

I'm getting along with the rest of the students in the school, aside from the classmates, and had the chance to see their work. some are okay, some are really mind-boggling. Its fun, since i can see alot of varieties in what style people choose.

Andy called me earlier, and we chatted for abit. He asked me if i'm homesick or not, which come to think of it, i'm not. Maybe i'm too busy to get homesick, i suppose, or things that i've promised making me move on without looking back.

I'll make the best of the time i'm here, too old to fuck around anyway.
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Current Location: home
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Shounen Heart - HOME MADE kazoku
 
 
keii_san
06 November 2006 @ 06:00 pm
ah, I'm sure some of you seen some of the works that I've did. But oh well, it doesn't hurt to put it up again.


Thats all for now folks. I'll post everything else if i can, or wait for me to come back.
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Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: KOTOKO - Love a Riddle
 
 
keii_san
09 October 2006 @ 10:10 pm
Yeah, thats what i meant. i'm open for requests now. Trying to keep myself on my toes when i'm done with schoolworks.

normal rules apply. No hardcore hentai straight/yuri/yaoi, anything that offends religion, race, ethnics or whatsoever, I will decide whats good or bad in my own perspective, and if i'm offended by it, too bad.

B/w only. i'll take the first 5 requests then move on the next 5. I will not charge anything for this (for now). I will not send the original copies to you, and i will only scan the artworks and put it up here.

Yessir. if there's any inquiries, please let me know. and keep the requests coming.
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keii_san
08 October 2006 @ 11:58 pm
ahh.

Guess i'm still alive. Things are good here, although its on the surface. Trying to make the best i can. Looking at what's going on in malaysia makes me feels abit jealous. Yeah, i'm the kind of person who always hands-on on certain things, sometimes it too much for my own good. ah, i dont know.

We're kept pretty busy over the weeks. 10 assignments per week which due weekly sounds pretty tough, but i'm kinda used to it. Besides, learning new things always makes me enthusiastic....somehow. Been surrounded by nerds and geeks in the same house makes me feels abit more at home, or around CF people, at least. haha.

Yeah, i miss Malaysia, but not that much. I miss a few selective people more than anything else.

hopefully we're getting proper internet connection on monday. Jacking connection is fun, but not in a long run. I was hoping to post up artworks when i have decent connection up.

In one way or another, take care and good luck. I'll be here for a bit.
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Current Music: I Will Survive - Cake
 
 
 
 

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